45 DAYS

and i'll be married!!!!!!!!!!!!

so insane.
and i love it.


i feel like not too much left to do, but there's gotta be.
i need: veil, makeup, escort cards, programs, outline, ask family/friends to help in small ways, ie guestbook, gifts, decorating, etc, call lakeside about pop, buy vases, guestbook, order flowers, ring bearer pillow/bowl, finalize tux info, get dress fitted, bm dresses altered, buy jewelry for the wedding, contact vendors.

and i'm sure there's more. wow. and i thought there wasn't much left to do...

Today...

is one of those days. I just had to post about it.

I'm at work... yes, blogging at work, and i feel like poo. The morning has been slow, despite a sort-of half day as we'll be volunteering this afternoon. I was so hungry I ate goldfish for breakfast - not so fun in the morning. And. I'm so tired, my eyes weigh a ton. I don't know why. And, with that, I just know I look like ..crap. Can't remember looking at myself in the mirror, but i can just feel it. i'm ready for a nap - and it's only 12:42.

on the upside, i have another bridal shower tomorrow! my first one was on wednesday - and i loved it! it was sooo perfect and loads of fun. my fabulous aunts threw it for me and it was so elegantly great. afterwards i told Lovee, "i wish i could be a bride forever." (and with that, i mean be married and still be a bride - cause it's fun!) so, tomorrow, saturday, is my second one at my lovely neighbor's home. and then .... dun dun dun.... jess is getting married in the evening! so a wedding to attend. as a bonus, the ceremony will be held at my church where my wedding will be at also, and it will be the first wedding i've ever attended there! so fortunately, i can be excited for her and get ideas for myself. muahahah. love it.

in between those two grand events, i plan on buying Lovee's wedding ring and finalizing my bouquet with my florist! (other flowers are finalized already) sunday is another pre-marital counseling session. so, now that you know every move i shall make on this june-weekend, that shall be the end.

energy - please pour yourself on to me!

and in the spirit of needing a little motivation, here's an inspiration board i love:

the blues and greens are my favorite! so elegant yet fresh and fun! board from snippetandink.com

Maybe not...

Maybe i'm more of a blog reader. it's been over a month and I've only ever made one post. haha. so i suppose this will turnout to be a random online journal. but o well. i'm not available at the moment to post much, so i'll keep this sight remaining pretty blank i suppose.

bummer dude.